haiz... its april... left a few days its my 1 year anniversary... of heart broken... and in this very month my heart felt the pain again...
im weak once i open my eyes... hard to breathe... the scars are not healing... im not over him?? oh no! i have! memories and pains are NOT over yet... urgh... i had enough of those heartache... crying and god knows what... i tried to tell myself my heart is in the process... yet... i fail... im weak... not the strong daya i used to...
A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul, and travels through every pore of your Heart.
Life is meant to be messy and greasy, The road is not meant to be easy.
When I look back I can see how much this depression has been there in my life, I need this to be fake, I need this not to be true, Yet again its true I have this depression that makes me sad inside and the outside. I will overcome this depression once and for all, I fight back some how, This depression I will get rid of someday, For now I have to deal with it.
tell me i can... support me... i aint letting this system make me a failure... daya get over that depression!! memories, pain, they are or were my past... not my present... so... why must i look behind if i want to succeed...? proof that they are the drugs that you aint addicted to... P.A.I.N A.N.D D.E.P.R.E.S.S.I.O.N STEP OUT OF MY WAY!
