i hate that!
3rd dec. and im left with 3 1/2 more days before flying.
and i dont know what's going on.
everything seems to be changing pretty fast.
the way i see, i just cant believe.
i tried to avoid having the wrong feelings and thoughts.
but i too cant deny, cant lie to myself im still thinking over it.
my days are busy with visitors and household chores.
my nights are my reflectors.
i myself is at busy, yet those thoughts are still stuck in my head.
how could i leave when all this is happening??!!
whats more, my presence is unspeakable. what about my absence???
grrr.... argh....
maybe you wondering what in the world ive been typing.
well... i just have to let it all out.
i cant be keeping all my confused feelings jamming my head.
moreover i didnt have a good listener.
i simply need explainations people.
oh MIGHTY, i need your guidance. really i need it.i felt like crying now... my heart just cant bear with the pain.
i really had enough. why must it be me?
i need a pause. oh no I NEED A STOP. yes i need a STOP.
two sentence.
can anyone explain to me whats going on???
coz i myself cant explain it.
♥ DAYA.
